I,m 34 years old, lost my virginity in 2012 when I got married (prior to that, I didn,t have any sexual intercourse of any kind, not even skin touch-touch not even a tampax) , I had never had a pap smear in my life.
I have what I call vaginismus, I have try to have coital intercourse with my husband a few times, with problems since it hurts so much to me, that he hasn,t be able
to do a full penetration....I have tried 3 times already to have a pap smear, with no luck, every time the gyn doc try to insert the speculum on me, it hurts so much that i feel
is tearing me appart, I can,t handle it, the gyn doc gets mad and push me out of his office. I have fibroids, and a ovarian cyst, my periods are normal and last between 4-5 days as usual.
Since I have fibroids I choose to use lupron depot shots, after I had my depot shot 2 weeks later I started to have heavely watery brownish/yellow/bloody discharge that lasted for like 2 weeks then stopped.
This is my 2 month on depot shot, something weird happened to me, i don,t know if is related or not to the depot shot, but 3 weeks ago i have a BM and went to the bathroom
after I finished the BM i saw pinkish watery liquid came out of my vagina...this episode happened 3 times on the next days (when I had BM only, not before and not after i leave the bathroom) than suddenly, it haven,t happened again.
I,m scared, sometimes I have like 1 or 2 drops of watery brownish-yellow discharge that happens like 1 day per week, i,m scared...and thinking a lot about cervical cancer.... since watery discharge and bleed on BM (even if only happened 1 time) are CC symptoms :(
I have an appointment with a new gyn doc on sept 21, I truly want to finally do a pap smear but it hurts so much to me, I don,t know what to do! is there something
i can do to make myself more comfortable for this horrible test? I,m very scared now... can you develop CC in 3 years of first sexual contact?