I am sorry to hear you have been really worried. It sounds like you have already been through quite a lot. I want you to know we are sending you our thoughts.
I hope your LLETZ went well, and you were able to get your questions addressed by your colposcopist.
LLETZ doesn't affect someones chances of getting pregnant, but does carry a small risk of preterm labour, depending on how much of the cervix they remove. Your colposcopy team will be the best people to talk through your individual situation, so if you have any concerns please do ring them back.
You can read more about LLETZ and the side effects on our website here: https://www.jostrust.org.uk/about-cervical-cancer/cervical-cancer/treatments/surgery/lletz
You might also benefit from our blog, 'LLETZ what to expect afterwards': https://www.jostrust.org.uk/blog/lletz-what-to-expect-afterwards
If you still had some questions please do use our Ask the Expert service where you can submit medical questions that will answered by one of our medical panellist who have the expertise to answer your question. The service is completely confidential.
I hope that has helped you a bit. Also know our Helpline is also availble to you should you wish for a listening ear, or someone to talk to. The number is 0808 802 8000.
Sending you my very best wishes,