Hello Ladies, It has been a while since I have been on Jo’s trust as I’ve tried to get back to living a ‘normal’ life but I’m back looking for answers and reassurance again.
I was diagnosed 1B2 in January after a LLETZ, had a radical hysterectomy in March and luckily my histology come back as no cancer in the lymph nodes and only residual cancer cells left on the cervix… BUT I recently read through letters my consultant and those involved in my treatment had sent to my GP after the histology come back and noticed the letter said I was LVI positive but with no lymph node involvement. I met with the doctor this week for my first check up and asked her what it meant but she didn’t really make anything clear and just said there is a risk but the nodes were clear. she examined me and said everything was fine and to come back in four months for my next check up.
I was hoping that the check up would give me reassurance and that I would feel better than before and less worried about reoccurrence but I’ve come away more worried then before and feel like my head is going to fall ff!
I know I’m really lucky and incredibly grateful to get to where I am and didn’t need to have further treatment and I am also a generally positive person but I’m really struggling since seeing the LVI positive and being told there is a risk… I know I need to trust the process but I cant stop worrying.
Any advice/ information and reassurance would be appreciated.
thanks in advance xx