So today I had my final round of brachytherapy marking the end of my treatment and the beginning of a 3 month wait for the results.
I can't help but feeling a little lost. I've been so strong throughout the treatment and now I feel lost.
Part of me is cheering that this process is over and I can begin to hopefully recover from the side effects and start doing the normal day to day things I have missed so much, then the other part of me is scared stiff that I've been left alone with this tumour still as big and ugly as it was at the start.
My head is spinning and I can't switch off from this mix bag of feelings.
Sorry for the moan I just needed to know I'm not going crazy and someone else may have or been feeling this way.
much love x