i have my next appointment on Monday after my MRI last week this will hopefully confirm staging and all treatments will have been put into place?!!
I am absolutely petrified as I'm convinced things are going to be worse than expected and I'm worried I'm going to be told it's terminal and there's nothing they can do for me....I know this may seem rather extreme but I have no confidence at the min and am finding it extremely hard to stay focuses and positive!!
I can feel the anxiety getting worse as Monday approaches, I do want to know of course but I'm also really scared at what I'm going to be told!!