Had cone surgery on 20/04, results came back with not enough clear margins so now I'm booked in for hysterectomy on 08/06 :( although I have 2 amazing children that I am eternally grateful for I always hoped for one more. As we were trying before we found out this bloody thing was invading my body!
I put on a face and smile and pretend everything is fine but inside I'm hurting, really hurting! They are sure that this will do the trick and I know I should be happy with their positivity but I feel so useless, I love being a housewife more than my actual full time job and the not being able to do anything for my children for a few weeks is doing my head in.
Its turned me into a woman with serious mood swings and taking it out on those closest to home. I know I should be grateful and it could be worse but I feel angry a lot, I have bad days and good, days that I look at my children and fall in love all over again, and days when I look at them and am angry that I won't see another baby face like theirs
Today I a bad day!
Any advice and info on post hysterectomy would be nice xx