So I went in today to have my lletz. I was doing really good, no crying like before. The consultant was amazing, explained everything and was so caring. Unfortunately though, we couldn't do the lletz. I have a tilted uterus, and for some reason my cervix didn't want to play ball today, refusing to be visualized (probably because it knew what was going to happen! ). He couldn't have done the lletz without clamping my cervix and there was a high risk of clipping my vaginal wall. I was hoping it was all going to be over today. Feel very down. It's not helped by the fact they still can't tell me for definitely that it's cancer because it's microscopic. I know that's a good thing but I just want these cells out of my body, especially if they are cancerous.
Has anyone had a similar experience with their cervix being slightly hidden? I've been told it shouldn't affect me having kids, it's just one of those things xxx