I can't take this any more. so worried to take any scan, i feel leg swollen, insomnia, some pain under pelvic, bleeding nose... i just can't image if it came back.
Mylast scan was clear, i just can't face any more bad news now. no friend here, no family here, they don't even know what i have been through...i feel so depressed
I can't share the feeling with my husband, don't want him to worry about me.
I forget what happliness feels like...