well the day has almost arrived....tomorrow I start treatment. Am in close contact with another wonderful lady through this site who started earlier this week and all seems well so thats keeping me positive in the main. However, today I have woken up in a strange mood which has taken me by surprise. Am reflective I suppose - thinking this is the last day of my old life and things will start to change and I will adjust to the new normal. Am so determined that I wont let this affect my spirit and personality, despite the physical changes this could bring. Just wanted to write this down and get it off my chest as dont want those closest to me to see I'm having a slight "wobble". Anyway, looking at it positively, 8/11 is the day I regain control and start the fight.
Wishing all the ladies going through similar well - I am now joining you and hope I cope with this as well as you all seemed to have been doing and also hope to be able to share my experiences as you have shared with me, to go some way to helping any newly diagnosed ladies.
On a more technical issue - I seem to be having trouble subscribing to posts so apologies if I have not responded to others lately. Does anyone know how I can do this so I don't miss anything?
thanks for reading