Dreading 2nd colposcopy

Hi everyone,
I had a colposcopy and biopsy last year, doctor thought it was cin 2, didn’t treat, biopsy results came, said no cancer and to return for smear test in 1 year.
The biopsy caused me so much pain I almost fainted and cried like a baby!
So a year has been and I’ve been for my smear, and of course the results have come back abnormal and it’s back to the hospital for another colposcopy/biopsy. I am really anxious about this due to how much it hurt last time, I don’t think I’ll be able to relax enough for her to even insert the speculum. Also annoyed as I went through this last year and nothing was done and I don’t want to go through all this for no reason :frowning: has anyone else had similar experience? And is there anything anyone can do about the pain aspect? Absolutely dreading it :frowning:
Thanks x

Hi Sam 

I'm new so haven't got any advice.

Happy to chat if you need to though? When is your colposcopy? Could you mention to the person doing it how nervous you are? Ask for a local anesthetic maybe?

I hope you are ok

Autumn x