I recieved a letter on Saturday inviting me in for a meeting to discuss my Lletz biopsy and future management plan. To be honest I got myself in such a state over this meeting and knew it was going to be bad news.
The consultant said that there was Cancer present in the biopsy but the Lletz had removed it with clear margins, I was tols it is Adenocarcinoma and I now need and MRI scan, chemo/radiotherapy and a Hysterectomy. Oddly I felt better knowing, though I was initially very upset. Has anyone else been offered the same treatments, these had been determined in a meeting last Thursday. My question is im not sure how Im supposed to be feeling, ive cried and then been ok and then cried again for no reason. I worry about telling others as it seems to upset them more than myself.
If anyone is in a similar position and would like to contact me please do, im finding it hard also with the hubby as he is not overly understanding and doesnt get why im so upset, has anyone elses partners struggled and not wanted to discuss it.
Thanks for reading xx