So had meeting with consultant yesterday telling me biopsy of lletz found stage 1a1 cancer and cgin and cin3 and cin2 this is all on back of a borderline smear with Hpv and biopsy result of cin3 in small area
Finding telling people hard as their reaction makes me scared crying etc or they can't talk as they are too upset with my news. This makes me feel more frightened.
Consultant recommending total hysterectomy and taking ovaries too which my head says yes but kind of depressing thinking I will br going through the change and worried about sex life after I am 34 and have always enjoyed sex (sorry tmi). I am finished with my family and so glad I had my children when I did and don't want anymore children but still feel sad by it all
Scared that I have other cancer too now paranoid of every pain symptom. sorry for rant xx