Good evening everyone and thankyou in advance for any replies.
I have been diagnosed with cc this morning after having a smear test that stated high dyskariosis and then a biopsy that was mild changes and then lletz that has now found the cancer. To be honest I'm just really confused with the conflicting results firstly and then also when I went for my lletz treatment the nurse (very lovely) said that she couldn't see any cancerous cells I was all done and the would see me in 6 months and now this today. I've been told that the cancer is high up in the cervix and therfore now worried that this means it has spread or that it makes things more difficult to cure. I know I'm probably driving myself crazy but I'm a control freak and this I'm not in control of. I have 2 beautiful children aged 3&7 and this is the thing that scares me the most I need to get better !! I'm not sure if I'm looking for advice or sympathy or people who have been in a similar situation to me I just feel lost and really lonely lied here in my bed.
anyway I'm sorry for the moaning and rambling, my nurse Informed me of this site today and just thought writing things down would make me feel better.