Hi guys, sorry for a ridiculous post when there's braver ladies than me facing bigger demons and I'm jus moaning on, however I'm so scared. I keep crying - I have no idea why, I was fine until today.
I have my 2nd LLETZ tomorrow but this time for CIN3 and also a small tumour removal too. Hopefully the tumour is non cancerous, however this will determinded after my operation as I'm having a womb examination too.
I'm just so scared, I'm worried tomorrow I will get told something I don't want to hear. Got myself in a tizz Google-ing (I know, I shouldn't have been!) and also from similar stories to mine.
Please someone give me some kind of virtual kick up the a*se! I just need to stop being daft and pull myself together.