In jan this year i had the abnormal smear pop through the post, this was followed up by a lletz in feb as it was cin3 with full margins or something like that (cant remember details trying not to hyperventilate!)
I was told they thought i had cancer back then but a team of specialist discussed my case and flakes made it look worse than it was????????????? (was told that yesterday news to me!)
was told they have got it all and to come back in 6 months...which takes us to now roughly, Had smear 5.11.12 got a letter within 10 days saying appointment at clinic (yesterday) my CIN3 is back agin and he started on about margins and when they cut through it last time it might have gone further than first thought and they missed some?? maybe a tiny amount maybe more??? so now im booked in for next monday to have a loop again under general as they know what they are looking for now something about higher up and glands?? (had to go by myself didnt take it all in) if that comes back bad then i will be having a hysterectomy within 4 weeks??? whats going on?!?!?!
feel a tad emotional and husband gone shopping so i can have a mini breakdown whilst he aint here x
all i know is my letter in feb said severve dyk. cin3 ?carcinoma in situ then i got told cin1, then no, it was just cin3. went to all appointments given everyone said i didnt have cancer, now they missed some as its all back after lletz? I asked for hysterectomy straight away but he wants to do another lletz first so he knows what he is dealing with???? aargh, my head hurts, (when had colposcopy on the 5.11.12 she said she couldnt se anything when dye went on..and ultasound when looking at ovaries (vaginal) came back clear...so i was relieved no masses...im just confused)
Apologies for the randomness of my post xx