colposcopy

Hello! I had colposcopy done a few day's ago. Been really scared. My pap came back HSIL with HPV which was t he reason for colposcopy. Nurse just called and said " biopsies said ' suggestive of cancer and the doctor wanted to refer me to oncologist. She then stated that she was not the one who left the original message but They were extremely busy and probably won't call until Monday. Dont know what to do and wish doctor would have called herself. Does anyone know if "Suggestive of CANCER" the same as cancer? So scared and worried. Thanks