Hi everyone, had my letter 2 days ago to say I have high grade dyskaryosis, on the letter it said they'll be in touch within 5 days to arrange my colposcopy. Had a call today to say they had a cancellation for this Monday. I didn't feel scared, but now im absolutely terrified once again :(
As I said in another post, I suffer from general anxiety disorder, and this is making me feel ill. I cannot stop worrying. Im having to take sleeping pills every night :( how does everyone else cope with the stress? What can I do to help me from worrying? I can't visit the doctors as my daughter is off school and I really don't want her listening.
Ive never been so frightened in all my life