Colposcopy awaiting results

So I had my colposcopy and apparently my results are in but I can’t see them on the hospital app. Id rather see bad news on an app than hear good news in a meeting. Its been 2 weeks since I had the colposcopy. The oncologist said I had alot of abnormal cells. I’m hpv positive. Tried to get my gp records. To get proof its been hpv positive for 10 yrs. But they have been altered and entered as unknown. Put i have the letters to prove hpv positive. I feel like they’re trying to make me look crazy. All I want is the results. I don’t care the outcome. I’m prepared for the worst. I’ve worked all that out. I’ll just want honesty from from someone. At a reasonable time line. I get they’re busy and over stretched but this is cancer. Its not like a cut finger or a fractured bone.