Little bit of back ground.. In 2011 after having the implanon implant removed I was having issues with cycles, I went to my old GP several times
and told nothing was wrong, I was having light scanty bleeding randomly. Eventually she done a pap test and said my cervix looked "raw" and sent me for further testing
before the pap results were back because she was worried. The colopscopy wasn't that bad, The Dr doing it said he could see an abnormal blood vessel so he took a biopsy.
The pap and biopsy were both normal so I was told to have another pap in 6 months and again 6 months after that, All came back normal and negative for HPV.
I eventually got diagnosed with PCOS and needed fertility meds to get pregnant with our son. 6 months after he was born I had another PaP which was also normal.
I then had another baby concieved naturally. I had bleeding early on in both pregnancies but that was due to a SCH. I'm now 8 months PP and had been having regular cycles until last month when I had some spotting mid cycle, I didn't think much of it at first until this cycle when I again started bleeding 5 days after my period ended and it lasted a week. I went to my new GP right away who said I may have been pregnant but I doubted it so she had me come back to do a pap test the day after my bleeding stopped. Less than a week later the results were CIN 111. I asked the Dr about it and she said it's cancer and I need treatment ASAP and pushed me out the door without further information. I immediatley freaked and started googling ( bad I know ). Everything I read said CIN111 was pre-cancer so I went back the next day taking my partner with me this time. She again said I had CIN11/111 and needed treatment asap I again asked if it was pre-cancer or cancer she again said cancer and told me not to ask more questions I will just confuse myself. I was like ummm everything I have read CIN 111 is pre-cancer and she there is no such thing! I then asked if it was invasive and she said no it needs treatment before it is without even realising it she just described pre-cancer.
Am I doubting the results? No because I really didn't like my old GP so I doubt she took decent samples in the past because how can I go from normal and HPV negative to CIN111 in less than 2 years ( I am in Australia and paps are only done every 2 years ) and I have never missed one.
So my questions are: IF I have I have been having my tests every 2 years and some where 6 months apart including a biopsy, what are the chances this is more than CIN111?
I had bleeding in 2 out of 3 pregnancies which had an explanation but now I'm not so sure that was the case at all. I aslo had preeclampsia in those 2 pregnancies probably not related but I don't know. I have an appointment in 2 weeks for the colscopy which is a long time when your unsure if you have cancer or not LoL.
I already suffer from anxiety so you can only imagine now I have convinced myself that I have cancer and my children are going to be left without a mum. My partner is now re-appreating what he has but still doesn't think we should worry until we have a proper diagnosis and I know he's right but I can't help it.
He thinks thi is his fault because when he was younger he had a lot of relationships where as I have only been with 3 people in all my 35 years and I had not been in a relationship for a year before him, we have been together for 8 years.
Oh and another question I have is.. If they clear it all and we continue to have unprotected sex will I be re-infected or will I have a immunity to it? SOrry I have said alot but my GP was not helpful at all and believe me I am in the market for a new DR