Hi all, not been on for a while, had my last leetz thingy in december they told me xmas eve that they got it all (been there before it came back :( ) appaarently they knew where to go this time as it was higher up my cervix than they thought....anyhow i was told they were meeting in january to discuss my case or something got my appointment through for this afternoon to discuss management and another colposcopy....
Been fine up until today as work is hectic, but now i have a day off and a few hours to kill im stressing.
Did want a hystorectomy (sorry spelt wrong) but im overweight and now stressing about that. so i had a flake lol.
pfft. kinda angry about the whole cin3 thing...i wish it was a actual person as i would like to slap its face with a white glove all duel like.
Should prob mention ive had cin3 twice now and both times they thought it was cancer already, they didnt get it all first time as it was higher up than they expected and they cut straight through it as i didnt have any clear margins....then it came back they went higher....didnt really mention margins and i didnt get a letter they phoned me, told me not to worry xmas eve there was no masses etc.. and i have to go to the hospital every three months...now this appointment to discuss my management.
bit peeved. probably my way of coping. and to top it off i have a spot on my leg. bloody awesome.