Hi everyone, I am new to this site and I would really appreciate some reassurance from somebody - anybody....
i attended my first smear a couple of months ago which indicated borderline changes HPV Positive therefore referred for colposcopy 8 weeks later. I attended colposcopy last week and the nurse indicated there was a very small area that showed with the solution and so 1 biopsy taken. I suffer from terrible anxiety since having my baby boy 6 months ago which I'm having treatment for, I had rang the clinic a couple of times this week as my anxiety levels were actually through the roof to be told on Wednesday and this morning that no results are back currently.
I went to the Doctors this afternoon for an appointment for my baby and whilst there told him I was very anxious about my results from the biopsy. He looked on his system for me to check himself and told me I would have to go back to the clinic for treatment as my results had been returned as CIN111 and I would need either letz or maybe the area cut away. I then said have i got cancer snd he replied not cancer but if left untreated this could possibly develop into cancer in a few years down the line.
So I'm still waiting to hear from the hospital which I'm sure will be early next week but in the meantime can anyone please reassure me on this - I'm so scared that I'm going to leave my baby boy who I love so very much without a mummy and to be quite frank I am an absolute wreck at the moment from crying and shaking :-(
thank you you for your time. X