Well, I had my colposcopy yesterday - I cried as soon as I walked in to the room! Anyone else do that?! The nurse was amazing and really calmed me down. Beforehand the doctor told me that if there was nothing there (despite HR hpv) I would go on to a smear every three years... I almost choked! No way am I going on smears every three years - well, maybe when I'm 50 and been clear for a while! The doctor had all the personality and sensitivity of a plank of wood.
Anyway, on colposopy there was a patch on one side of my cervix and extending on to my vaginal wall.
It was not near the hole (os?) which is why it probably was not picked up on the smear. She biopsied - I was scared of this as not had a biopsy before (previously gone straight to lletz under GA). Wasn't too bad.
The dr thinks its low grade (Really really hope so). But I feel so frustrated that its there after my previous treatment 6 years ago. I have to wait 6 weeks for the results... this is far too long. I had a misscarriage a month ago and really want to try again.