Hi everyone - I had my first ever smear back in November last year which came back abnormal. I then went for colposcopy and had a punch biopsy done - the doc who did this said it was CIN1 but it actually turned out to be CIN2. I then went back to the hospital last week to have a LLETZ treatment under GA during which I COMPLETELY freaked out, shook from head to toe, and cried afterwards. They felt so sorry for me that they gave me a place to lie down and a cup of tea :-)
I have been quite blasé about the whole thing up until now because I think this was fairly common but now that I've read through tonnes of stuff online I'm really worried that they may find I have CC. It's made worse by the fact that every appointment from my smear onwards they have underestimated the severity of the results so now I'm just assuming it'll come back and be cancer. I know it sounds bad but it's not really the CC part that scares me the most but it's the possibility of needing a hystorectomy or other treatment that will leave me unable to have children. I'm 25 and recently engaged, and all me and my fianceé have talked about over the last couple of months is our future and starting a family. If it turns out I can't have kids I will find that very tough.
Its it's been one week since the LLETZ. Would they have told me by now if the diagnosis was bad?
Thanks everyone for reading :-)