Cervix feels horrible after LLetz!!

HI everyone, this might sound a little strange to some of you, but prior to LLetz I was trying to conceive. I was using position and feel of cervix so I became quite good friends with my cervix and the feel etc of it!!

I had lletz 2 and a half weeks ago, and out of curiosity, thought i'd have a little feel up there to see what it was feeling like...... anyway, it feels so so strange. Like theres a big hole in it I suppose, no scabs or anything - just like a massive chunk has been taken away, when I thought I only had a small area of abnormal cells - will it ever feel more normal??!! Also it feels sort of rough around the edges of the hole.... I want my nice neat cervix back :-(