Boarder line smear and high risk hpv 5 months after having twins

Hi

i have been very worried since having an abnormal smear in nov 2012 showing boarder line high risk  hpv I had a colposcopy done at my local hospital and no biopsy was taken as the white areas which were present faded I was still very worried so I decided to go private as I have  private medical insurance.

i asked to have another colposcopy done which was in dec 2012 he took a biopsy of a small area which was white and sent it off when the result came back it showed no abnormal cells I am very confused and can't stop worrying I have another smear in may and  am terrified it has got worse. I am 32 

xx