Posting to have a rant more than anything else really!!
Finished chemo/rad/Braccy for 2b cc with lymph node involvement in March. I have my first post treatment scan on Monday and am dreading it. I have been reasonably strong since my diagnosis in Jan, I have undergone treatment and started menopause without moaning about it. I kind of had my 'it's here, deal with it' head on. Now I feel like I'm having a meltdown and because I dealt with everything else well, my family and friends think I'm okay, when I'm not. I seem to be the sounding board for my family, who are all having their own issues with things at the moment, and I don't really feel like anyone is there for me.
Every bad mood I get, my husband blames on my hormones, and reminds me to takre my HRT, which winds me up . He seems to think I should be over things by now and life should be getting back to normal, but I can't.
Sorry for the rant :( sending love to all ladies dealing with this horrible illness xx