Im sorry if I dont make much sense writing this, but im in a bad way and just need some advice :(
I had my normal smear done in January, and the results come back as severe dyskayosis, so an appointment was made for me at my local hospital for 3 weeks ago, I had the colposcopy done and LLETZ the same day, I also had a biopsy taken, I was told the results would be back in 5 weeks and I would recieve the results by post.
Any way today (3 weeks later) I recieve a letter saying an appointment has been made for me to see a different specialist at a different hospital for wednesday 4th June. It says a colopscopy can not be undertaken if I have a period and to reschedule the appointment. It mentions nothing of results! I phoned up my local hospital and they said they may wish to discuss the results with me and thats why I have been sent a letter!
Surely this must mean something bad is wrong as I have to go back and discuss my results :( I cant stop crying, I have a 6 year old Son and im just so frightened they will say something bad. Why havent they said its to discuss my results in the letter? I feel sick with worry and no one at the hospital is giving me any answers, just telling me its "probably to discuss my results".
I also had a letter yesterday that was sent to my doctors saying "Colposcopy today was satisfactory, the whole of the the transformation zone was visible. There were some areas of punctation with acetowhite changes of high grade density were seen and therefore after local instillation of Lignocaine with adrenaline, the high grade lesion was removed with some problems with stopping bleeding"...............what does all this mean :( I thought it sounded positive and that it had been removed..
Im petrified of the results, I just dont know what to expect, but im expecting the worse :,(
Thank you for reading this