Biopsy results in... cin2

On the 24th November I had a punch biopsy after a smear showed high grade changes. The colposcopy was done by a doctor who said he could only see a tiny area which he would grade at cin1 which is what the nurse said at the colposcopy on the 2nd November.

The results have just come back from the biopsy and I quote “there is some precancerous changes on the cervix called CIN 2. This can be appropriately treated with a loop excision. An appointment will be forwarded to you shortly for the treatment to be performed”

I feel numb to be honest. I have anxiety disorder and automatically go in to a panic. I found the biopsy painful enough.