after what seems like forever of going back and forth with docs and everyone, my gyne has told me i have cervical cancer...........possibly type 1b........in the last 2/3 weeks i've been rushed from one thing to the next. all started with a colposcopy biopsy, which couldnt be completed due to the size of my abnormal cells (doc acted perfectly normal and said he would put me under for it instead) everyone told me not to worry it was normal..............the next day i got a call saying i had been booked in for an emergency operation............still told it was normal........on the 9th of may i got a call to return to the hospital ASAP.....
.......the diagnoses was given and i was in shock, still am. again i was told it was ok and early so not to worry ( i wish people would stop saying that) i was then told a that it would take a week to be informed of my treatment plan and get more info......and again i got a shock phone call, supper time the next night i get a call telling me im getting a PET scan. not why or what it will do or how it might affect things....then the weekend. i've been left feeling lost and confused, more than anything panicky, like its not really happening to me, and now im getting a MRI in 2 weeks, does it seem like a good wait time? this all so strange and unfamiliar that im worrying over silly little things too.
...........and yet part of me feels like i shouldnt be making a big deal about it or feeling the way i do, there is people worse so maybe im making a big deal over something that i shouldnt be????