I’m currently awaiting results and my work has been so insensitive i feel really rubbish and think i have depression, this is something i’ve suffered before. sometimes i feel positive but 99% of the time i’m just fed up and down.
wondered if anybody knew any statistics as i found it hard to research. I’m only 25 and have been diagnosd with CIN3. i had the LLETZ treatment and a punch biopsy. I’m scared that the abnormal bleeding i had is related and the diagnosis of Polycystic ovaris could be wrong. Sometimes i think the NHS are really rubbish but i know nurses who are amazing. It’s really frustrating.
I know i can’t do anything until i get the results so there’s no point worrying, but im so anxious. I can’t talk about it without getting upset and i’m constantly checking to see if post has come! It’s been 3 weeks i’m hoping it will come soon even though it can take up to 6 weeks.
I’m currently going through an appeal on disiplinary action for my sickness (i was only off 4.5 days over 6 months!) they’ve disregarded what i’m going through and it’s making me stressed and even more ill! i also think i have a lump on my neck, had it a while and didn’t think much of it but now every little thing that could be related makes me worried!
i am a smoker as well but finding it really hard to give up whilst depressed and i’m comfort eating a lot too all i want is to be positive and get back to the gym and eating properly but i just can’t! it’s horrible.