I wonder if anyone can help or is/has been in a similar situation.
I recently got my colposcopy results which confirmed CIN3. I'm due to have LLETZ under general anaesthetic within 3 months.
Whilst this in itself is worrying, I am ok with it and know it should all be ok and shoud not lead to CC.
What is making me really upset at the moment is that my husband and I are trying for baby. We even have a holiday planned in the next few weeks to TTC over the right time in my cycle. I'm currently 34 and have no children. I just think that if we wait until the LLETZ process is all over, this will put baby plans back by at least 6 months, and I just don't feel that time is on my side to wait this long.
Perhpas I'm being irrational but it is making me worried and feel disappointed that this is happening now. I'm just wondering whether to put the LLETZ out of my mind for now and carry on trying to get pregnant and if I do get pregnant then I can worry about the LLETZ thereafter, or is that just reckless.
Anyway, this all is getting me quite down. I'm normally a very positive laid back person but I just seem to be crying a lot recently thinking that this is all going to get worse and baby plans are becoming more of a distant reality.
Any advice gratefully received.