this probably sounds silly but I have been trying to be as healthy as possible but have come down with a flu this week. My partner isn't super healthy and never gets sick. It has made me feel really paranoid and worried that my immune system isn't strong and that the cc might come back.
One minute I am trying to do everything I enjoy and make sure I live life to the fullest and the next I feel like its all too much. I have been to a counsellor but last time I went we didn't make a further app and she said the last person she saw must've used up all the tissues which makes me feel like I should maybe leave the apps for people who genuinely need them. Just feel down and my partner has been really good but I don't want burden him with my worries plus I think he doesn't get why I would still worry.