first of all I just wanted to say thank you, finding this forum has been invaluable. I had my smear a month ago that showed Severe dyskarosis, I had a colposcopy that identified CGIN 2 weeks ago and yesterday had what I was told was the lletz procedure but they took a cone biopsy (if that makes sense!!!)
At the colposcopy apt the dr was stressing that what I had was quite serious but whenever I talk to people it seems like a very common occurrence, I'm not sure how I am supposed to be feeling. After having the lletz yesterday I feel quite emotional, but kinda feel like I shouldn't and should just be getting on with it. The dr said yesterday that the chances of it being more sinister were low and I heard her whisper into her dictaphone CIN3 and CGIN2. Does that mean its all over now??? I don't know what happens next, would anyone else who has has CGIN be so kind as to share their experience with me? I know I have to wait 4-6 weeks for results but didn't the dr kinda give them to me yesterday by saying it seems ok??
I have taken a couple of days off work and plan to stay in bed, physically I feel fine but emotionally I'm quite, well, I feel a bit traumatised BUT that isn't really the word, that word is too strong for how I'm feeling but that to a lesser extent sums it up. Gosh, I really am confused, sorry guys, I'm not making much sense?
If you made it to the end of this post, thanks for sticking with it lol, I'm not really sure I've explained myself well.