Got my 6months check up this week. Not sure what to expect. I also think that despite using my dilator that I have closed up a bit. I cant feel my cervix.
What will they do?
Crapping myself with nerves of course.
x
(dx 2b with lymph involvement in Oct 17, 28 rads, 5 cisplatin 3 brachy -finished Feb. NED in July)
When I went for my six months I had a vault smear and a feel. Then I had a ct scan. I get a vault smear every time I go to the doctor. I pray all goes well for you.:-)
I had an internal and then a visual inspection with the speculum and oncologist with a head torch lol!
no scans - apparently in my hospital they only do them if you have concerns yourself - which I do find a bit worrying.
im due my 9 month checkup on 5th November and apparently, the same inspections.
i did call one of the nurse specialists at my hospital to ask about further scans and she said unless I feel something is wrong they don’t do them, and if there is a problem, there’s not much they can do about it - so I was quite upset.
it wasn’t my normal nurse and I now am worried about everything and so bloody annoyed at her response!
I agree I just feel like I’m picking up then as soon as it approaches check up time all my anxieties come back to haunt me. work haven’t helped either.xx
Don't worry I just dib into the forum every now and then. I had my three monthly check up in November; the consultant could understand why I was so nervous. I did explain that I have turned a big corner and I'm a lot better than I was, however, she said at my next appointment, she wanted to see the real me, which is easier said than done when it is a constant reminder of What has happened? Anyway, I'm now on six monthly check-ups which are a bonus. Let me know how you get on with your checkup; I'll be thinking of you. Are you going to the mini meet in Hull in March? I am it would be great to meet up.xx
Oh know what you mean about getting stressed before a check up. I'm due my next end of January and already getting anxious. I got myself in that much of a state last check that I've booked a weeks leave from work for the next one, I couldn't concentrate on anything. When my consultant said all was fine I just burst into tears, he was really nice with me profusely apologizing. He just said it's to be expected, you've had a cancer diagnosis and I was lucky it was caught early.
One day hopefully we'll be able to deal with it better xx