2nd Colposcopy and cell changes

I have recently had my second colposcopy ( first one was last year as I have yearly smears now )

the doctor saw more changes going up to my cervix this time but could see where they stopped . She said that I could have an appointment to remove them or to wait 6 months and she will perform another colposcopy and maybe remove them . It was my choice so I said I would wait. Now I haven't stopped worrying about these cells amd getting worse or developing in to something more sinister . 
has anyone had anything similar ? I am thinking I want to call them and make another appointment to remove them ASAP .

in my smear I have hpv and low grade dyskaryosis .