not been on really since 1st diagnosis as was keeping busy and getting things in order at home before the big op, but thanks again for your support then.
anyhow I'm 1 week post op, op went well had key hole and was only in for 4 days. I've actually felt a lot better than I thought I would and it's not been half as painful as I thought. That was until yesterday. I was sent home after op with catheter in place sand yesterday had to go back to have it taken out unfortunately my bladder barely performed and therefore I've got it back in for another 7 days, it's really knocked me I've been so positive and I thought everything g was going too good to be true, I'm terrified that it's gonna be damaged for ever. On top of this I get my histology results next Friday to see if I will need further treatment and this is also stressing me out I thought the waiting game would be over once I'd had the op. And finally the fragmin injections and the lovely TED socks are just another thing to add to the day to crapness that this is. I honestly feel like I want to curl in a ball not speak to anyone and just cry which is more annoying beczuse I'm usually such a positive person. Sorry for rambling on but feel like no one understands my partners doing a great job of looking after the kids and the house but I'm sick of hearing how tired he is and how hard work it is and huffing and puffing so feel like I can't put it all on him because I'll tip him over the edge.
i suppose I'm just looking for any peoples advice on firstly the cathter situation, how long did you have yours in for.
secondly is it usual for me to go from being so positive this far along to just wanting to give up.
thirdly how to handle your relationship through all this I don't want to blow into a massive argument and I know it's tough on him but at the end of the day he's not doing above and beyond he's doing what I use to do day in day out plus go to work and juggle the kids commitments.
fourthly what is the deal with these TED socks how long did you leVe them on for ???
rant over sorry again and thanks in advance